You goin Laos and I can't even tell or sharing my mood right now. I'm dizzy... From I knew the news that you going to Laos, I still may effort. But only left few hour my heart will getting nervous and afraid , I wonder why? I been lose myself and just like fall into heaven... I think I saw somethings and it make my heart more depressed, it maybe just small matter, but I try to used microscope. Perhaps I have no confident at all....
Mamma asked me issit believe in Faith... Perhaps...

Medicine only may paralyze myself and I drive myself crazy...