I feel sad and hopeless. Every morning I try to make myself happy, I try to be with you and do exercise to relax my tension and bad mood...
Recently happened much much things surrounded me, accident, last time you try break up with me and my mum, I know that maybe is not a big deal for a person. But for me, both of you was very important for me... And I know my temper is bad... But sometime I try to control it and don't let it splash it out...
And I know i keep mumble on you everytime you need relax and privacy, because surrounded you also happened so much things, include your study, renter, PCY... It make you getting Hot...
If you really need a space, I will do respect you, but atleast you talk softly or do request...
I feel sad and afraid if you are rude to me, I duno what to do or even I will speak alot of nonsense or bullshit without thinking and meaningful infront you...
I know that maybe I should try to face on the problem or the trouble. It is a part of our memory and exp. For other people maybe is just a piece of cake but for me is just like the sky is falling down, I' m learning to face the things and do think positive...
Sorry I did mistake, I just kidding with you and I have nothing special or angry on you...
And I love you and mum hope you recover soon...
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