Selfish & Mistake

Few day ago, I join Jas and Des to Lone Pine hotel to stayed few days for relaxed our stress. It happened  something that shown myself very childish and selfish. I keep art poor like Jas keep bully me. I'm so sorry that I spoil your reputation infront your friends. I promise myself do not repeat this action and I should respect Jas. I'm sorry and I do not respect you in this few days. I know that you start to hate me that I keep did shit on you. After that case, I really think much for everything I did recently. I shout on you and I did my sui face infront you and act poor in front your friend. Inside my heart you're not really like that poor. You're kind for me, everytime I saw your timetable I feel guilty because you spend much time to earn money for us and I just doing nothing only assignment. You're mature enough and you never ask me for pay for everything. We both are student and also have our assignment to do and we human only have 24 hour perday, you're my superwoman. Salute...

I know whatever I said or promise also can't stick together your glasses heart. I broke it...
Thank for teached me everything, you never try to leave me alone. If we never date before maybe I have to spend more than 10 years to improve myself and only will survive in my lonely life. This is only the way that I love you....
 Hug...