Kiddo & Odd Lad

I told you that I feel like smoking few days back. Vaguely I recalled those words that you said to me before, asking me not to smoke anymore and you are willing to let me bite whenever I wanted to light up a cig. You were not around, and I guess I shall give myself an excuse to make thing real. After few minutes, I leaned back slightly in the chair, and I did nothing. It was crazy, I knew. You were asking when you started to become such an important person in my life. I said Sometimes, perhaps. You are like an adult keep warning me to watch out every single step of mine. You were asking me not to get late bath every single night, not to speed on bike, asking me to move my butt and get some exercise, to get some social life...and bla bla bla... I suddenly rely on you a little more, and more. Hesitantly asking you to fetch me home once a while, started to take into account of your words and promises. Like you offered to fetch me home if I have to take public transport, to jog with me, to watch ghost movie, to buy me the pancake that I once craving for, pillow talk and bla bla bla... Frustrated, I knew I am going loco. I feel like an odd lady in front of you. It is weird. There is the word that hung between us. But I feel safe to share with you. I always do. Thanks for walk into my life =)

This is what I read and my tears keep drop, 

I' m sorry, I should not left in the middle part...