Panic

I feel afraid when you're not surrounding me when the world become darkness and have no people can help me. I admit that I should not find you, but I still do care what happen surrounding you...

Tears...

Your tears melt my heart...

Valentine day

I' m sorry that I did't bring you surprised on valentine day. It make me so down and upset.
I knew that you going to quit this job and continue to your study. And I knew that you will put down the boom that you been carrying almost 1 year.
This few days, I knew you will quite busy cause you have to pass all your thing and works to new staff.
Thank for accompany me to movie since you' re busy as going local.
And thank for the dinner...
It make me comfort after having this meal...

Jasmine, you should on diet...
haha....
muack....

Hardworking

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

The first night of presentation

See the clock?

It's already mid9...we're still in the class...





Ronzi is sleeping since 10 something.


The ever last presenter of the night- Felicia.

I am so frustrating for have to re-do my proposal for tmr night... I don't have much time to figure out a new framework plus so blurring on doing it...

How am i supposed to get the 30 pages done includes the powerpoint presentaion within 24 hours?

Now I knew, you asked me before issit I really take time on my study...

Kiddo & Odd Lad

I told you that I feel like smoking few days back. Vaguely I recalled those words that you said to me before, asking me not to smoke anymore and you are willing to let me bite whenever I wanted to light up a cig. You were not around, and I guess I shall give myself an excuse to make thing real. After few minutes, I leaned back slightly in the chair, and I did nothing. It was crazy, I knew. You were asking when you started to become such an important person in my life. I said Sometimes, perhaps. You are like an adult keep warning me to watch out every single step of mine. You were asking me not to get late bath every single night, not to speed on bike, asking me to move my butt and get some exercise, to get some social life...and bla bla bla... I suddenly rely on you a little more, and more. Hesitantly asking you to fetch me home once a while, started to take into account of your words and promises. Like you offered to fetch me home if I have to take public transport, to jog with me, to watch ghost movie, to buy me the pancake that I once craving for, pillow talk and bla bla bla... Frustrated, I knew I am going loco. I feel like an odd lady in front of you. It is weird. There is the word that hung between us. But I feel safe to share with you. I always do. Thanks for walk into my life =)

This is what I read and my tears keep drop, 

I' m sorry, I should not left in the middle part...

apart of memories

I am sorry that i keep view and reading your previous blog... Specially  you mention bout me, no matter is good thing or bad thing. Appicated that... And I the bad person keep hurt you... when everytime, i read that you mention me before. My tears keep going down 1 by 1...

And from there, I know that your family, your friend or sister relation...
I know you're the kind and peaceful person, but everything happened beside you, it also apart of sweet memories...
From your blog, let me believe that call "friendship". I'm proud and thank sharing me knowledge as well...

Sorry that no matter i apologize how many times....
I know you still angry and dissapointed on me...

But out of my mind,
I miss the ring,
I miss you,
And i do love you....

please....

继

自从与她分手后，我偶尔却会联络她。甚至利用她帮我做功课，她却一次又一次的原谅我。。。
有时候，我真的觉得自己很过分。不久后，我却交了新欢。每当我跟新欢吵架时却时常向她诉苦。她每一次都安慰我，可是每当我伤口一复原，我却又把她放到一边。我偶尔会想念她，但却又不能对她说。。。听起来却很复杂。
直到我与新欢断了这一段情，我就再与她热恋。男人之中我也算是下贱。
每当我们吵架，我却一次又一次被她给骂醒，男生之中我更没有风度。而她却一直给我机会，没上进心，却一直让她没心做功课。她的

Wish List 2010

• Braces
• Swimming Lessons
• Sony PSP
• Graduate in Master degree
• Diving License
• Backpack to Laos and Myanmar 我却一项也帮不到她。内疚极了。。。

二十岁的那一年

新年快到了，我也即将到二十岁。虽然手受了伤，所幸交了一位好女友。几年前打工，芒芒人海中却认识到她。不久后，便开始对她产生了超友谊关系，也就是爱情。由于，当时我却还是一名乳味未干的小伙子，时常自以为事，目中无人。
不久后，我们因此分手了。。。