be confident

At starbucks having hot mocha now. 4  month already we been dating, time pass as rocket. Sometimes I act like very confident. But actually i' m not that kind of person.
In this 4 month we been pass lot lot things.... We been cried and laugh before...
I learned to give you a (secret time) and try build confident on myself that you love me.
And i won't force you anymore if you don't want to share with me.Because i know that you will share with me if you want to share with me. I will shown my respect on you. Just hope we may left our footprint together in the future ever and forever...

Sigh...
is Halloween today, but i do not celebration with you. Because I'm  poor and have no money to have entertainment with you. I don't know how long you will be patient. Hope you don't mind...
And i promise i will give you what i can give you in future

thank god.... i have you...
I Love You
Jasmine

do not leave me alone

I admit that i really treat you bad. I hate myself. But now i can't even stop thinking of you. And I'm sorry indeed.
You been teach me many things and we make a good dream or even a nice future. So please don't ask me to go and do love me.

I know that you' re good girl and you're kind so that i won't let you go.

I know that i' m kinda thinking. I always force you to give me an answer. But i really care what you feel and thinking so that one and one more time i being a same mistake and even a big trouble...

i'm sorry

this is seriously sorry on you.... is around 6 o'clock, but i still awake... i make a wrong thing on you.
I don't know why you suddenly will angry on me. And i beat on your hand. I know that I make a seriously mistake on you. And i keep tie you with my hands. I just want you to calm and know that what happen with you.Because i really care.... And i try to beg, ask for the permission and answer issit wanna leave you? Do whatever you like. that you answer me, it is very painful for me right now. I try to sleep in toilet so that i won't make noise for disturbing you,but that i'm wrong. Because i'm too nervous and panic, suddenly black out. And i try to climb out from toilet. Lucky that i get air to breath. if not i may died inside toilet.

I really regret and sorry. hope you accept my apolozige. i really don't know if one day you leave me. how i going to life? And  i know that is very serious if once day you wanna break with me. I accept and i feel sorry.

just hope you to accept my apolozige. And wish you have a good hubby in your future...

<<<I LOVE YOU>>>

answer

i did something i should not did. And i though it will make you soften. But now i feel afraid cause you not surrounding me and you did't pick my call. i know that i should not mumbling you and jugde at this moment. Because your mood is still...

I just worry about you and our future only that i keep mumble...

And ...

If later i really get in trouble hope you may answer my phone...
and i really don't know it will happen or not...

patience

Everyone should have patience for everything. But sometime patience also have a limit. When over the limit, that calling explore, it hard to control what you will doing and what you thinking...

So please stop repeat this again... Because my limit is almost reach.

FxxK OFF

apologize

I admit that, should not get mad infront your friend. But that time i really realise that i cant even supply the thing u need. When i see you was keep asking your friend buy for you. I really don't know what should do... speechless and show my face to you and your friend. Indeed sorry...

go away from me

3rd day roadshow, after show when to gf house. I admit that i turn wrong way. i m sorry then.. and i know that when u trying to correct me, i should not argue with you. sorry....

But you no need to go down the car and keep do your things, i worrying bout you..

I care because i love you....