Sorry

Tomorrow was my interior presentation, but my artwork still not yet color. I' m worry about that. And i feel tired and bored for continue my artwork... But everytime when i think about our future and KL journey, my body is warm again and i' m ready for my artwork..

sorry for did't accompany bee... I knew have to finish your thesis also.... so that we add oil for each other then....

please don't this anymore...

Please do not do this anymore.... i think you should knew wad i don't like... And what i like...

what is that?

Today was feeling good. I' m trying sleep, prepare for tomorrow morning to finish up my interior assign. Thursday going to present my major. I feel afraid and worrying, i can't finish it....

Sudden, my phone was rang. I feel glad because i knew you will call me...
And you sharing the photo with me. You asking me to choose it and you will upload it. I try to finish it as fast as possible. But you miss the key, and i never blame it on you. I just feel you' re wasting your time to finish your thesis. If your thesis is finish then i won't mumble on you. I' m worry bout your parents will mumble and angry with you. And i don't like you to waste the money for refer.

But you trying to get blame on me that i blame you.... what is that?

I just care and worrying about your thesis...
I knew that you don't want people to mention about thesis.
But we have to face on it.

I admit that i should not speak louder to you and mention about thesis.
Just hope you understood that, i just care bout you.....


I' m sorry...

I hope that you will be fine and pass up your thesis before due date....
love always...

tired

Just finish my fashion show...
i feel tired, but when we together. I won't feel tired anymore. But from your friends i release that, your friend not really like me. And they try to ignore or look down on me...

Ya.... i admit before that i been hurt you, so that your friends hate me. And your friends feel you're wasting your time to accompany me. Even your thesis will delay also the same. For your friends I' m just a kiddo, i have no income. My heart was so painful...

Today was our 3rd months and 1st day.
Missing you all the time...

i'm sorry

Me again... yayaya... i admit all my false and i been wasted your time... i understood 2moro you have to pass up your thesis. But now you still haven't finish it... Babee I'm so sorry... just hope u don't so upset and emo...
I really release that after you say about about our problem. We have no balancing and we keep wasted time. We should control each other and do not make the same mistake.
Your pet will always here... love always... feel wanna cry, but i can't cry infront you...

ALONE

Tomorrow is my fashion show... I going to present my artwork to lecturer. Been wasted lot of money and i rush for the decoration. And i start prepare it for long long time ago... I' m afraid for the show...

I'm sorry for you, cause that i been wasted your time and disturb your time for the thesis. I know that tomorrow you will hang your thesis. But now u still haven't finish. It was because me... you just rushing out for buy the bus ticket for your friend. And you asking me for stay at home and do my assign or eat my dinner. I' m sorry... I can't do this. Without you, my heart is blank and lonely...

Raining...
I' m worrying about you...

Emo~ing

Emo~ing... but doesn't me... that my lover... yesterday we meet up her friend, then she ask me overnight at her house. When we lay on the bed, she was emo~ing. But before that we been drink coffee. I can't even know what she was worry about...
And i try to think what she worry and think about... Thesis? Caffein? Work? or Finance?
Hmmmm... maybe for her's friend, i' m just a kiddo... i can't even protect and rescue her...
That me...

拌脚石

冥冥之中或许我就是另一半的拌脚石。。。我帮不上她的忙。。。每当她在发脾气时，感觉很内疚

about myself

This is my first blog in my whole life... i knew this blog thought my lover. Our relation start from 2 month ago... Recently we keep argue bout nothing.. It was because i don't know what happen from her. And i try to get the answer.. But she never told me before... And i don't know how to describe my feeling now... I just worry that, i will lost her in the end...