feeling

I just care whatever happen surrounding you...
And I hope will be with you.

I Love You...

sharing

I m lucky that I have you. Since recently you facing pressure on your work and study. And you do not time to rest and easier get mad. Even you keep smoking... 

but i know that you're just tension. This is just the way you release your pressure.
You don't like to sharing sometime, and this is the way you are...

And i will never and ever to force you for sharing with you.

only i can do is just be with you...

Gastric

Just back from clinic, my stomach was sick. Doctor been notice me should not have supper before sleep and should not let myself so tired. I hope that I may sleep early and enough rest in everyday.

But assignment, may I?

Just worry about our future....

Give up?

i swear

I admit that i did a wrong staff.
I should not check your bag.
That shown i never respect you.
And I know that, You don't like people to force you do something you don't like or people do not respect you.

Hope that you forgive me and i will never repeat anymore....
 H.U.G

you and me

Been stayed at yours house 1 week. This is the first day i come back to my home and i get my own bed...

I feel weird b'coz you' re not my side. Just can imagine that when you' re going to travel. How do i live without you?

our future

Just back for today journey, that were capture photo at Alor Star. Actually is quite tired. But we still have a small presentation for our interior design concept board.

After the presentation, I knew that our classmate were already insane on the presentation.
 I compare myself with them, i feel i still have a lot may improve.

And I' m for sure will make it better.

Because i knew, that were my future. I must do it harder and make sure may earn lot for our future...

Since now I' m broke, hope you don't mind and be patient.
I promise, give you better life in our future.

be confident

At starbucks having hot mocha now. 4  month already we been dating, time pass as rocket. Sometimes I act like very confident. But actually i' m not that kind of person.
In this 4 month we been pass lot lot things.... We been cried and laugh before...
I learned to give you a (secret time) and try build confident on myself that you love me.
And i won't force you anymore if you don't want to share with me.Because i know that you will share with me if you want to share with me. I will shown my respect on you. Just hope we may left our footprint together in the future ever and forever...

Sigh...
is Halloween today, but i do not celebration with you. Because I'm  poor and have no money to have entertainment with you. I don't know how long you will be patient. Hope you don't mind...
And i promise i will give you what i can give you in future

thank god.... i have you...
I Love You
Jasmine

do not leave me alone

I admit that i really treat you bad. I hate myself. But now i can't even stop thinking of you. And I'm sorry indeed.
You been teach me many things and we make a good dream or even a nice future. So please don't ask me to go and do love me.

I know that you' re good girl and you're kind so that i won't let you go.

I know that i' m kinda thinking. I always force you to give me an answer. But i really care what you feel and thinking so that one and one more time i being a same mistake and even a big trouble...

i'm sorry

this is seriously sorry on you.... is around 6 o'clock, but i still awake... i make a wrong thing on you.
I don't know why you suddenly will angry on me. And i beat on your hand. I know that I make a seriously mistake on you. And i keep tie you with my hands. I just want you to calm and know that what happen with you.Because i really care.... And i try to beg, ask for the permission and answer issit wanna leave you? Do whatever you like. that you answer me, it is very painful for me right now. I try to sleep in toilet so that i won't make noise for disturbing you,but that i'm wrong. Because i'm too nervous and panic, suddenly black out. And i try to climb out from toilet. Lucky that i get air to breath. if not i may died inside toilet.

I really regret and sorry. hope you accept my apolozige. i really don't know if one day you leave me. how i going to life? And  i know that is very serious if once day you wanna break with me. I accept and i feel sorry.

just hope you to accept my apolozige. And wish you have a good hubby in your future...

<<<I LOVE YOU>>>

answer

i did something i should not did. And i though it will make you soften. But now i feel afraid cause you not surrounding me and you did't pick my call. i know that i should not mumbling you and jugde at this moment. Because your mood is still...

I just worry about you and our future only that i keep mumble...

And ...

If later i really get in trouble hope you may answer my phone...
and i really don't know it will happen or not...

patience

Everyone should have patience for everything. But sometime patience also have a limit. When over the limit, that calling explore, it hard to control what you will doing and what you thinking...

So please stop repeat this again... Because my limit is almost reach.

FxxK OFF

apologize

I admit that, should not get mad infront your friend. But that time i really realise that i cant even supply the thing u need. When i see you was keep asking your friend buy for you. I really don't know what should do... speechless and show my face to you and your friend. Indeed sorry...

go away from me

3rd day roadshow, after show when to gf house. I admit that i turn wrong way. i m sorry then.. and i know that when u trying to correct me, i should not argue with you. sorry....

But you no need to go down the car and keep do your things, i worrying bout you..

I care because i love you....

Sorry

Tomorrow was my interior presentation, but my artwork still not yet color. I' m worry about that. And i feel tired and bored for continue my artwork... But everytime when i think about our future and KL journey, my body is warm again and i' m ready for my artwork..

sorry for did't accompany bee... I knew have to finish your thesis also.... so that we add oil for each other then....

please don't this anymore...

Please do not do this anymore.... i think you should knew wad i don't like... And what i like...

what is that?

Today was feeling good. I' m trying sleep, prepare for tomorrow morning to finish up my interior assign. Thursday going to present my major. I feel afraid and worrying, i can't finish it....

Sudden, my phone was rang. I feel glad because i knew you will call me...
And you sharing the photo with me. You asking me to choose it and you will upload it. I try to finish it as fast as possible. But you miss the key, and i never blame it on you. I just feel you' re wasting your time to finish your thesis. If your thesis is finish then i won't mumble on you. I' m worry bout your parents will mumble and angry with you. And i don't like you to waste the money for refer.

But you trying to get blame on me that i blame you.... what is that?

I just care and worrying about your thesis...
I knew that you don't want people to mention about thesis.
But we have to face on it.

I admit that i should not speak louder to you and mention about thesis.
Just hope you understood that, i just care bout you.....


I' m sorry...

I hope that you will be fine and pass up your thesis before due date....
love always...

tired

Just finish my fashion show...
i feel tired, but when we together. I won't feel tired anymore. But from your friends i release that, your friend not really like me. And they try to ignore or look down on me...

Ya.... i admit before that i been hurt you, so that your friends hate me. And your friends feel you're wasting your time to accompany me. Even your thesis will delay also the same. For your friends I' m just a kiddo, i have no income. My heart was so painful...

Today was our 3rd months and 1st day.
Missing you all the time...

i'm sorry

Me again... yayaya... i admit all my false and i been wasted your time... i understood 2moro you have to pass up your thesis. But now you still haven't finish it... Babee I'm so sorry... just hope u don't so upset and emo...
I really release that after you say about about our problem. We have no balancing and we keep wasted time. We should control each other and do not make the same mistake.
Your pet will always here... love always... feel wanna cry, but i can't cry infront you...

ALONE

Tomorrow is my fashion show... I going to present my artwork to lecturer. Been wasted lot of money and i rush for the decoration. And i start prepare it for long long time ago... I' m afraid for the show...

I'm sorry for you, cause that i been wasted your time and disturb your time for the thesis. I know that tomorrow you will hang your thesis. But now u still haven't finish. It was because me... you just rushing out for buy the bus ticket for your friend. And you asking me for stay at home and do my assign or eat my dinner. I' m sorry... I can't do this. Without you, my heart is blank and lonely...

Raining...
I' m worrying about you...

Emo~ing

Emo~ing... but doesn't me... that my lover... yesterday we meet up her friend, then she ask me overnight at her house. When we lay on the bed, she was emo~ing. But before that we been drink coffee. I can't even know what she was worry about...
And i try to think what she worry and think about... Thesis? Caffein? Work? or Finance?
Hmmmm... maybe for her's friend, i' m just a kiddo... i can't even protect and rescue her...
That me...

拌脚石

冥冥之中或许我就是另一半的拌脚石。。。我帮不上她的忙。。。每当她在发脾气时，感觉很内疚

about myself

This is my first blog in my whole life... i knew this blog thought my lover. Our relation start from 2 month ago... Recently we keep argue bout nothing.. It was because i don't know what happen from her. And i try to get the answer.. But she never told me before... And i don't know how to describe my feeling now... I just worry that, i will lost her in the end...