Alone

My brain is full of assignment and stresses... New year soon, and I know everyone is getting holiday and etc. But I can't just leave my assignment and I do care about our future. So that I decided to keep myself alone at home and doing my drawing. The only new year wishes, which is completing my assignment on time and have a good presentation. HAHAHA!!! guess so I'm getting mad, talking to myself...

The End or The New Chapter?

Morning my dear, I don't know when you will see this blog, maybe yes or maybe never. But all I want to say is I really hope that we still can stick together, I really really miss you.The decision that I did, issit right or wrong? I had learned to voice out from you when sometime I really innocent. I'm not crazy as you said, I just have my own mindset. Everytime when I want share with you, you won't listen as well, if I keep continue, for sure that you will have quarrel with me, all I want is just sharing with you. I don't like to explored myself infront of you as well. I have no harm my dear, listen to my explaination. I'm trying to accept all the bad habit and pattern from you, do you ? I thought love is just simple and trying to accept and learn from each other. No one man show, my dear. All I want is also have a peace dinner with you. Not only dinner, I hope can be every meal as well. If you really miss me and love why not you just accept the challenge? I already voice up and waiting you at here d. Why not?

承诺（第一天）

嗨，你还好吗？开始想念你了，真的很不习惯你不在我身边。好后悔，以前没有好好去珍惜你。习惯了每天见到你，和你谈天。请放心，我会好好的，暂时不会出现在你面前，我会遵守承诺。直到你开始可以接受我的出现。。。

love drug

I really lost my mind and I'm totally don't know what I should I do. All my mind is just keep thinking of you. I really hope my mind can stop for thinking of you for one moment. I try to stop and turn the focus point on my study. But I'm wrong, I just cannot concentrate at all. I'm addicted in your love drug. You're just keep appear in my mind. Your smile, your pattern your everythings,I just keep repeating in my mind. Still remember last time you ask me what is the feeling I saw or feel those street or clothes or everything have our memories, when you leave? It just make me think of you, I'm so suffering right now.Is suffer then previous time, it just like never happen before. If next time you ask me the same question, then I will answer you, it just like hell. So darn suffering, I just addicted in your love drug, and one day you have no drug. Try imagine how scary?

Lost

I'm lost and I don't know which direction I should go. Please forgive me and come back for me.
Good Morning

心声

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=trb-IrefOvU&feature=related

好想对你说

我成认我不懂得人与人的沟通，因为每一次我对你说时，你会把我误会。事情越来越来糟。就像刚刚发生的事。我讨厌我自己的爱面子，更痛恨自己无法传发信息给你。
可是我真的想对你说的是，
那天，旧同学打电话给我约我打球时，我很惊喜，很开心。心想，原来我并不是真的一个朋友都没有，或许以前的我这一些朋友我一点都不稀罕，他们的羽球技术跟我像比根本就是笑话。我更不会去浪费时间在他们身上，对我一点利益都没有。可是当天的我是多么的开心以及兴奋即将与他们见面，我多么珍惜他们现在每一个人对我的友情，虽然我伤了肩膀，但是我最终还是答应了他们。我曾经想过推掉这次的打球，甚至在脑海中飘浮过的（再约吧）。可是我怕他们以后就不会再约我了。答应后，当天我都与朋友们说起肩膀受伤了。当时，肩膀的确好了许多，中场时却非常疼痛，他们见我的情况就安排我立刻休息。他们非常的关心我的伤势，默默的走来问候我。我真的感动的想哭了，可是心里的确非常的难过因为肩膀再次受伤了。正他们送我回家时，其中有一位朋友搭着我的肩膀对我说：对不起，我没体谅你，那天你已经对我说过肩膀受伤了。我却还约你，随然肩膀非常痛，可是，心理得到了许多安慰。而那种心情是我从来都没有过的友情？

我真的受伤了，最近我老是没钱。每次与你吃饭都要你付钱，我知道你很辛苦，一个人的工钱两个人花。所以，一旦我有多余的钱时，我都想把它全部花在你生上。即使我隔一天会没钱了。但是那是我对你的爱意。我知道在暑假时，我没好好利用这段时间去赚钱。我怕我会应付不来MARCOS对我期望。只想好好的专心在他家。我个人很笨，需要跟多的时间来应付，而却又是第一次帮朋友做真实的设计。我知道我没钱是个事实，别人对我的看法我不在意。但是我真的很在意你都我的看法。